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Dixie
Twenty-one
10 Feb'89
SIM University-UOL
Ex-TKGIAN/TPJCIAN

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Kok Swee
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i started crying on e bus juz now. i dunno y. a sudden outburst. i needed to cry. im crying now as i type. fuck. i feel so emo.

y do things have to turn out this way. u dun fucking bother do u. u never do. y do i feel u dun care. u always say im e one thinking too much. wad abt u not even thinking. u dun care do u. u dun. i feel so freaking sad. i think i lost u. i realli think i did this time.

y did u tell me u love me. when all i feel now is everything but love. im in a confused mess. i dun noe wad's happening. i dun noe u. i realli dun. i tried so hard to understand. but e simple fact that u dun bother juz bothers me.

i love u. i still do. n i dun even think u will see this coz u juz dun care.

spent some time wif my frens these few days. spent four hours chatting wif val n rachel at long john's. we had so much to say. haha. last time when we were in e same class we talk to each other almost everyday. it felt good to gossip wif rachel once again. haha. i miss having her next to me all e time.

den yest went to some some lame ass stupid snakes movie wif melly nigel clement kaili n lard. e cinema was so cold n e show was so slimy. eeewww. snakes are small n lethal like me man! haha. anyways this is a warning for ppl who plan to watch a movie wif kaili or will be watching one wif kaili. DUN SIT NEXT TO HIM. haha. unless u like listening to him talk shit e whole time. haha. he seriously is ah pek of e year. he randomly squat down in e middle of nowhere la. goodness. shld have taken a picture but i din bring my camera. den they all go excited when e snake bit this girl's boobs n after that they all got scared to go pee coz they were afraid a snake wld bite their dicks off like e fella in e movie. haha.funny ppl. n i think carl's junior's have burgers e size of my face. huge. n i finally talked to nad after so long. i miss that girl.

so now it seems like i have bonded wif most of my frenz n almost everyone except feroz. it seems like he vanished.

i miss my big brown bear

skool is shitty nowadays. keep having to stay back for lessons, test etc. stupid. n now we have to go for yet another learning journey on wed. wth. so lazy. promos coming so muz study. blah. studying makes me wanna sleep. keep falling asleep when im studying. so instead of taking 2 hours i take 3. how retarded.

today went to eat mos again wif melly. she insisted she din enjoy her food last sat coz we were too squashed up. but hey. all e warmth. haha! i had no warmth coz i was at e corner anyway. den we walked. n walked. n walked for like 2 hours. wif our heavy bags coz e chem tys was extra. i think we went in almost every shop. tampines is a boring place. i ended up spending money again. i have no control. no wonder every week i have no money left. coz I DUN SAVE! arh. shit crap.

anybody wans to sponser my bvlgari perfume. haha.

6 n melly is still not here. LATE!
us 3 as usual.
eeyer. look at germ acting twit. lol.
e tall adapting to needs of e short. haha.
bibi so chio. haha. melly looking real stupid. HAHA.
ppl sitting down: mag n arthi. 2 smart ass ppl.
syazzzzzzzzz. see that pair of extra eyes behind. stupid germ. haha.
angie e giant.
brenda within us.

small face n big-ass face sj. haha. wad a wide smile.
left-fielders.
them counting money to pay e bill at swensens which caused...
me feeling distraught coz im broke. melly feeling emo n thinking where all her money went.
we used to be e softball 4-fivers. good old 4/5 times. haha.
e woman who made me a softballer=) even though i might have hated her some point in my life, she's still da woman! we love coach. yay!

hope i got all e ppl that were there. whee! so nice to feel e tk spirit n be a part of e tk team again. haha. love my team mates=) its like we use to eat togther in e canteen all e time. n i use to see all these ppl more den i see my own parents. in e morning all e way until training ends. on like practically everyday. weekends included. god. e 7-days a week trainings. killer. e good old tk times. so many memories shared wif all these different ppl. how we all bonded in those 4 years playing in e softball team. so happy=) im so glad i met these ppl. I LOVE MY TK SOFTBALL TEAM MATES!

going to go see fireworks. apparently sth happened. cool effect though. haha.
someone's phone got no light. HAHA.
e place for...
CHOCOLATE FONDUE!
juz becoz its free he drinks like there is no tmr.
trying to look cool be my cam like screwed up.

anyways. I MISSED E GOD DAMN FIREWORKS! damn it. but still happy national day to all. juz realise that its 10 aug coz its midnight now. but wadeva. haha. me n hakim were like so excited to see fireworks but we saw none. so sad. im so sad. i wanna see fireworks. n as u can see. hakim seems to him mentally distraught my camera coz it caant seem to capture images properly. haha. everything seems to have effects. we walk n walk ard until like 11 den went back. so tired now. enjoy e pics. ciao.

next week got 2 days off skool! plus celebrations on tuesday so its like monday n friday are like e shortest days in e week. 1.30 n 12.10! whee! n no more ccas. meaning promos coming. blah.

on sat, dixie survived one whole maths lecture plus tutorial ALONE! wifout e campanion of melly n val. round of applause please. i think i could have died. melly please come skool on monday n save me k. i dun wanna be lonely no more. haha. it feels funny going skool wifout e two of them.

get well soon val! hopefully ur wisdom tooth extracting wun hurt too much. i miss u=)


i fell like a bombom durin spe today. haha. commando lee trying to scare me wif his block n send me rolling on my ass. haha. i tripped over his commando feet. i have a booboo on my knee now. haha. feel quite stupid now.

recently things have not been looking too good for melly so this entry is dedicated to her. woman u make my world go round so wadeva happens i will always be there for u alrite. hopefully we will still be frenz when we are like 50 years old. hope u see this. hahax. i will still love u even if u have a bf k. not boyfren for those ppl wondering. hopefully u will not have a bf. things will work out. even if they dun u will always have me n val. frenz are forever=)