Friday, August 31, 2007
i noe my posts have all been like wordy n disgusting but im too lazy to upload anything. gave school a miss coz i feel like im gonna collapse from lack of sleep. i swear i have never felt so stressed in my entire life. i'm gonna fail everything. i wasn't even this stressed out for o's. THIS IS A SIGN. anyway i have yet to start studying even though i din go to school coz i just woke up awhile ago n i
1) packed my extremely messy table which manages to get messier n messier all e time but i really need a GOOD STUDYING ENVIRONMENT to be productive.
2) plan my sept holidays schedule. I MUST BE PRODUCTIVE!
3) eat a chewy bar. i lost weight again. i din even fucking exercise for a few weeks n i lost 1 kg out of nowhere. now i'm all of 41kg. SEE HOW FUCKING STRESSED I AM! i'm not anorexic i eat my breakfast, lunch, dinner, in fact more. just that i eat damn little as usual. i'm gonna drop hair or sth.
OHMYGOD n i have to say sth before i forget. yest when i came home from studying with melly. A PSYCHO SPOKE TO ME. im extra freaked out. i might be paranoid but he wore specs n looked old ok. like going to middle age old. n he's like stalker-ish n all. IM GONNA COME HOME AT 6PM everyday if im coming home alone. ppl do not get angry n walk away when u refuse to give them ur fucking msn. HE'S SCARY. i'm extremely stupid i walked straight home NOW HE NOES WHERE I STAY. y oh y did i do that. i swear it's not normal. NOT.
comfort me ppl. typing wad happened yest makes me jittery. ARH. so scary. i dun wanna die.
i'm stressed out n paranoid. i miss feroz khan alot. haha. i feel veri vulnerable now i'm gonna close all my curtains at home. SEE im fucking paranoid. i'm so stressed it's making me vulgar.
on a seperate note i forgot to mention i met my 1st TP fren that day! ALEXI! so happy. after i saw him i realised how much i missed all my 1st 3 mths times. miss him la. sweet dude. haha. called us sweethearts. no one calls ppl sweethearts except on tv whereby mummies call their kids that.
When I see your smile Tears run down my face I can't replace And now that I'm stronger I've figured out How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven i love this song. makes me miss feroz khan even more. i need to go study now. ciao.
wait wait before i go n bath i just saw my class photo OHMYGOD it's hilarious. HAHA.
ok i really shld go bath n start doing work now. BYE.
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
I'M SO DAMN STRESSED!
i swear i still cannot do math questions properly. im so fucking dead. back from studying with melly. so late. im so tired. i hope after this i will continue studying coz i heard comp lights make u awake. haha.
i really need a math tutor. anyone? help? I NEED HELP.
Sunday, August 26, 2007
im so tired n lazy to continue studying anymore. i wan to give up. BLAH. woke up at 10.30 because of e noisy rain. slept so little la. but yest night was great fun. my frens keep me sane in my lil world. even though i act like some insane person yest when we were looking at planes. haha. we pushed e car so someone thought our car brought down. den melly piggy-backed me n started running ard. she also tied my hair up until like e top of my head whereby i can spin it in a helicoidal movement.
i love my midnight chill-outs with my buddies long-time=)hopefully val can join us soon but den dj will need to buy a van or sth. hoohoo.
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
just came back from POPULAR and im so damn sleepy. shld i...go to e library or stay at home n study? this is wad e dan n young show in e morning does to me. make me ask myself shld i questions in my head e whole day. im too lazy to move from my house anymore. haha. when i woke up in e morning today, it was raining. so was my ass. raining shit i mean. hoohoo unglam to say that but anyway. i love waking up at 6 in e morning now coz as i eat my breakfast, there will be e sitcom GROUNDED FOR LIFE. so funny. love it.
i feel veri accomplished coz i did my geog tutorial 5( left 1 qn which my hand was too tired to complete) n i did e complex numbers tutorial 3! yes! only 3 questions though but i took forever. haha. thats coz i took like 15 min to find my compass to draw e damn loci. e powerpoint slides are rather useless. i noe im slow it's suppose to be done ages ago for e-learning. but e-learning was baybeats day. haha. now im striving to continue studying organic for e whole day n try to rmb all those god-damn reactions. i send some notes to bind. i like binded notes, makes me motivated to study. i feel so stupid for punching holes in my notes last year now coz i cant bind them. damn. i sound like a neat-freak. i'm freakishly neat sometimes n terribly messy other times. haha. like i get annoyed if ppl draw stuff in my books coz i will get distracted when im studying. melly noes this. she loves drawing everywhere. but i allow her to draw on my papers. not books though. im such a freak. haha. ok i think it's time i hit e books.
BIG GIRL U ARE BEAUTIFUL!
haha random ok bye.
Sunday, August 19, 2007
i'm stuck on guardian angel by red jumpsuit apparatus. it keeps playing over n over in my head. watching blades of glory with e family now. e subtitles are bad. melly! haha. but it's still quite funny. went to see e fireworks yest. they are much better den e lousy ndp ones. weekends are great. it means sleep, sleep n more sleep. yay. i haven't studied all day today. lovely rain. alritey, i gotta finish watching blades n get cracking.
Monday, August 13, 2007
after a long time, had a LONG day at school today. so friggin tired. i-hate-econs. i really do not understand e school's concept of a collapsed timetable. it is indeed making me collapse, n today is only monday.
e national day holidays felt so short. i hardly studied. this is really bad. i woke up too damn late to study everyday. by e time i wake up it's time to go out. haha. anyway i caught 2 movies during e long weekend.
POTTER! i noe im damn slow. but i wasnt really in a hurry to catch it coz e reviews weren't too good. but since i love potter books, i will watch potter movies. i bet my brother n father dun even noe wad's happening they dun read e books. e show annoys me coz it keeps jumping scenes so fast so e movie has like no flow. n i hate it when it's different from e book.
1. cho chang did not tell umbridge abt e DA, it was her fren who had a long name starting with m n she had boils coz there was some sort of curse on e coins. u noe e coins that all e ppl in DA has to tell them when there's a meeting. or maybe it was a curse on e parchment where they wrote their names. I CANT RMB.
2. weasly twins did not just go flying into e hall when all those ppl were having their OWLS n throw ard explosives n stuffs to create fireworks. they conjured some major huge swamp in e middle of nowhere to distract that toad(i hate frogs!) umbridge woman so that potter can break into her office.
im so critical. im sure there's more i cant rmb.
i think luna lovegood is veri cute. haha. she wears e same pair of earrings throughout e whole movie.
RUSH HOUR 3! this was so so much better. all thanks to melly for asking me to go watch on sunday evening. i threw all my notes aside n watched CHRIS TUCKER talk shit e whole movie. it's so damn freaking funny.
EVERYBODY MEET GEORGE! i love george in e show he's so funny. HAHA.
i shall not spoil it any further for those who din watch it yet. i was tempted to put a picture of soo yung? i dunno how to spell her name. BUT I SHALL NOT. i shall stop eating chocolate raisins n make dinner for myself now. WHEE.
i <3 movies.
i wana watch hairspray, evan almighty, the bourne ultimatum, disturbia, license to wed (although it looks quite classic, but i realized i watch ALL mandy moore shows. haha), mr woodcock n i saw some adam sandler poster that day at e cinema means new adam sandler movie. i love adam sandler too.
Thursday, August 09, 2007
happy national day ppl! haha. i woke up at 11.45am today. blissfulness.
i have no studied for abt 3 days. IM SO DEAD.
mon just stayed home n be a sick girl.
tues go school n go out. watch van wilder2. rise of e taj. HAHA. so funny.
wed celebrate national day in school n sang loudly national day songs. den spent a long time at coffee bean n watched rush hour! YES! but we din complete rush hour2. i cant wait to watch 3. den spent a tiring time running everywhere. simpang to eat den sent melly home first. chilled out with dj on e bench to wait for hakim to finish his stuffs. saw favian again at e kopitiam. so finally at 1am i was home. n i manage to watch 1 ep of miami ink before sleeping. wad a LONG day was yest.
i better do sth fast but first, i need to pack my messy table AGAIN. ya it got messy again. i had waffles went i woke up. haha. that's close to pancakes rite? thanks to my parents who wake up at 7am all e time. early birds.
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
i got back in good time to watch KINSHIP. hoohoo. im such an auntie. haha.
today was a rather funny day. went to school after taking at 4 -day break. terribly sick on sun n mon. anyway. e moment i sat my bum down on my comfy sofa at 2pm, some nehneh called me ask me go out buy things. haha. i'm damn tired now from walking everywhere. walk bugis la den walk like almost every level of that place den go city hall walk to suntec to walk to candy empire. so sad that i cant buy any chocolates coz of my sorethroat. yummy. got jellybeans though. haha. n e police incident so funny. today was fun.
I LOVE JELLYBEANS!
haha. now im too lazy to study. GIVE UP. i wan to sleep alreadi. sorethroat. haha.
Saturday, August 04, 2007
OH MAN IS SO BORING TO BE HOME N STUDYING!
im so damn sick of staring at my papers. i have a terrible sore throat. so pain but thankfully i still sound normal. having a flu on this hot saturday afternoon.
i wanna eat pancakes. lovely maple syrup dripping from hot fluffy stack of pancakes. yummy=)
having a friggin bad throat n i have to eat dinner with e whole family later. this means chilli n pepper crab which i CANNOT eat. so depressing. thinking abt not eating it makes me depress. i shall think abt happy things.
like the simpsons movie. see IM SO EFFING BORED. im thinking abt wad i did last sat. wth. simpsons is really entertaining though. haha. oh ya n on that day i had lunch with rachel n jo too. at e soup spoon, that murderous place.
oh ya n yest baybeats was fun with e peeps. haha. oh man i cant elaborate. but kfc was good. plain sunset was good. me n val were so happy we knew how to sing e last song they perform. yes it was fun. haha. " I WISH U WLD MISS ME! THE WAY THAT I MISS U!" we sang damn loud. maybe thats y im having this freaking sore throat coz i ate fried chicken n sang as well as screamed so loudly coz e music is so loud i cant hear shit. im so random.
i dun wanna study. i wan to go out n chill out with my frens (haha, which i just did yest but i dun wanna study!). but i have to stay home n pretend that i will n can study soon after i blog. oh n maybe later i can see my newly bald cousin. HAHA. which i have yet to see since he went to army. i so do not wan to study.
Friday, August 03, 2007
i have achieved nth from e-learning. haha. im too happy with e fact that i dun have to attend school today so all i did all day was go to e gym n do e econs n gp online thing. im now wasting my time away until i go out later. it's so boring at home. i'm in no mood to study. i need to panic! panic now.
i'm gonna go bath n go for baybeats.
have a nice weekend ppl=)
