Dangerous.

Monday, August 31, 2009

So annoyed now because my necklace just broke when I just fixed it. Delicate thing. I wasn't even rough with it. Shall complain.

Watching Top Chef now and they are cooking huge breakfast meals. I love breakfast. I like the smell of bacon when you fry it and nice scrambled egg all runny and soft. I like hash browns. Pancakes. Waffles. Yogurt. Fruits. Cereal. Sauteed mushrooms. Smoothies. Juice. Omelette with ham mushrooms and cheese. Sausages. Eggs Benedict.

I also like the traditional bee hoon my parents buy from the market on Sundays. Haha.

That's a long list. Haha. I love good breakfast buffets at hotels. I remembered the awesome spread they have at Club Med resorts. They have everything. Even Japanese breakfast and porridge. I also remembered the big spread at Treasures Resort at Sentosa. Feroz loves breakfast buffets too. Haha. And it's a nice feeling to wake up to a nice sunlit restaurant and have nice,quiet breakfast with a loved one. It truly is a joy.

And now there's a super huge dark cloud looming over my house.

Also learnt about my results today. I'm really glad it all turned out fine in the end. Was so stressed out during the exam period. Knowing that I didn't have time and regretting not putting in more effort and blah blah blah. The usual. Knowing that the paper was difficult. Somehow it all turned out good. Am extremely grateful. And shall be a better daughter and not make my parents pay more money than they already have to. Haha. Yay Melly we are not so stupid after all. Ok maybe I'm not so stupid after all. Haha.

And I'm totally in love with Alexis from Jon and Kate Plus Eight.

SO SO SO adorable. I wished I had a kid to play with now. Doesn't necessarily has to be my kid. Haha. So that I can return them to their parents when they are cranky.

Watching the kids play on TV, it amazes me how they know so many words. I think kids amaze you everyday with what they can do. It's true that everyday is the same yet vastly different with them. They grow up so fast.

I am on a quest to find the perfect brunch place. So hungry right now. I eat all the time now. ALL. Shall go cook up something. I'm so domesticated eh. HAHA.

Friday, August 28, 2009

My house has a depleting food source. It's so pathetic I didn't even have anything to use to make myself lunch yesterday. Hopefully my parents buy some groceries soon . They have been lazy. They went to the expo sale AGAIN. I seriously wonder what they buy there sometimes. We just went to an expo sale like 2 weeks ago? Haha.

My mother is examining the Natas Travel Fair Special from the Straits Times from a few days back. I hope she doesn't make me go to some boring little ulu village in Japan. She wants to go to ulu places in Japan. BORING. But if it has a ski resort I wouldn't mind going. Haha. Although I really hate the cold.

Now have to get ready to leave because I freaking lost my friend's phone number. DAMN. I'm so silly sometimes. I frustrate myself.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Hi all I'm regular. Haha. I'm amazed with myself.

Weather has been fantastic these few days. Cloudy and breezy. Too good.

I'm blogging while waiting for phone to charge before I really head off to the gym this time. Really. Haha. I read that you need to do something 21 times so that your brain programs it and it becomes a habit. I have been lazy for more den 21 days. Haha. So I have to exercise more den 21 times to make it habitual again. I used to be so good and disciplined. And it feels good. You don't neccesarily look better but you certainly feel better about yourself. Not everyone knows the amount of effort it takes to be healthy and look toned. You have to be super duper disciplined.

I remembered how I made myself get up to run every alternate morning. Made myself go to the gym every other day. Made myself eat small meals 6 times a day and eat only certain foods. But I did the food thing like not constantly coz it's stupid to eat out with people and you say "oh i can't eat that. i'm on watching what i eat". so i eat what other crap i eat in moderation. Made myself do like 200 crunches everyday twice a day. TWICE. I don't noe how I did it but boy was the tummy and ass looking good at that point in time. HAHA. Lots of different muscles popped out. But nobody sees it la coz its all under my clothes. haha. And lots of other things I'm sure I did to ensure I maintained the healthy being I was. It all became like a lifestyle after awhile. Not something you have to do, but something you want to.

Instead of thinking about it. I shall take action. HAHA.

After I go to the gym, I shall reward myself by taking a nap! Haha. Whoohoo. I have been napping almost every afternoon.

Random but I feel like swimming too. When I was a kid i went to the pool or beach like every week. Haha. My dad loves the beach,

Monday, August 24, 2009

There are many things I have to do and am suppose to do but I keep putting them off because I'm too lazy. Haha.

I really should hit the gym before I head to work AGAIN later but I still can't bring myself to go since I have not done anything except eat and watch bundles of TV for weeks since I fell sick. I have been eating alot I'm pretty sure I gain some weight so I can't bring myself to step on my weighing scale that is conveniently located merely 5 steps away. Sometimes I really wished I stayed in a condo just so I have a gym and a pool right down my block. But other times I think do I really use them that often that it's pay a gigantic maintenance fee compared to a mere $2.50 at the usual gym. And the condo gym doesn't even have all the machines. This is completely irrelevant because I can't even afford my own place right now. Haha. But I would love a place of my own as soon as I can afford it. I love the peace and quiet of staying alone. I enjoy my house most when I'm alone.

I swear I'm developing a little tummy as I type because of all the food I consumed these few weeks. I had the breakfast bundle meal with Feroz like so often. For those people who don't know. Macs has this super good breakfast bundle meal for delivery. It comes with big breakfast, hotcakes and egg mcmuffin plus ice milo, cappuccino and 2 hash browns. Yes the 2 of us consume that. See what I mean by I gained weight. Haha. I'm a freaking monster. Haha.

And I know what Melly is thinking now. No, I'm not preggers. Haha. She thinks that anybody who suddenly eats alot or wanna eat sour things or wanna puke is preggers. She called me preggers like millions of times. Haha. I miss you friends. I'm just too tired to bring myself to go out. I will go out and be a sociable person soon. I promise. Haha.

And people who just get stuck at home end up buying shitloads of things online. I apparently missed out on the saving gene because my brother is such a big saver. So unfair. I wanna be a saver too. Haha.

I shall go consider whether I should continue eating more at home or get change and MOVE IT.

OH OH. Before I forget. Feroz got me to watch Jon and Kate plus Eight and they are so precious. The kids are so so so so cute. It brings out the maternal instincts in me. I'm like twenty I'm not suppose to have maternal instincts. Haha.

All the smaller kids are sextuplets! Isn't that amazing. They are all 3 years old and so CUTE! The two older girls are 7 and twins.

My favourite is Alexis and she's so adorable. Sometimes she's sweet and nice other times she's just screaming insanely. She has a toy aldergator which is an alligator. Haha. And she was so cute when she went to the zoo. She was touching the crocodile with no fear at all. I can't tell them apart so she's either the one on the extreme right or the one on Jon's lap. Haha.

I think they bring up their kids in a fantastic way because they eat organic food and don't watch TV. The kids are so adorable! Haha. They are nice to each other sometimes although I look at them and I will freaking die if I ever have 8 kids to care for.

I actually really love kids even though I don't look like I do. Haha. Although I'm kinda mean because I'm only like cute ones. The others I like to criticise and say what are the parents doing. But I shouldn't. I shall aim to be kind to all kids. Haha.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

I'm now a constant blogger because I am free as a bird. As well as still coughing like a maniac.

Lots of photos coming up.

TOY CONVENTION 14 AUG
at Suntec City Convention Hall

Lots of weird people dressed up and lots of toys. Feroz bought lots of toys.

There was a sort of fake wall there constructed outside the exhibition where the different cartoonists drew some art on. It's really cool and the wall was kinda big so can't get a whole shot of it. But here are the ones that I personally liked more. Haha.

The Joker. I dunno why there's a bat on his head. Though it looks like its drawn by a different cartoonist.

Tokidoki. I love Tokidoki shirts. They cost a bomb so I always just look and never bought any. But the toy convention had them for like 30 bucks. But as usual, NO SIZE. Nehneh.

HAHA. Ok this is some 4 shots thing that Iphones have. It's some application go download it if you have one its quite nice. I mean the effect. Anyway. Feroz was like smile Dixie and den he said "Dixie, do something else." So I was in the third frame saying HUH?? Ok I'm sure you now realise I'm wearing something different. I went to the toy convention twice ok. You can call me a geek now. Haha.

This I guess was prob drawn by this really sweet girl who draws really nice girls. I put two sort of postcard-like things from her. She is super-talented. Which makes me wish I have a talent for drawing and maybe I can make money from it like her. Haha. I plan to reinvent my board soon so I can put up all these different stuff. Show you all the cute postcards I bought next time. Haha. Yes the girl has bangs like me. Haha.

Ok this is the part of the whole convention I loved most. The Blythe doll booth. Blythe dolls are so beautiful. I can't find a nice one to buy. All these photos are those that are exhibited. Can't buy them. Even if you can they cost a bomb. I wan to go to Japan, they have a Blythe shop. CUTE.

This is my favourite doll out of all the dolls. She has bangs and she's just so damn cute. The way Feroz photographed her here makes her looks damn real like she's looking at you. I LIKE HER.

Ok these are all the rest of them. They are all really nice too and I after this I now aspire to own a Blythe doll and have a Blythe doll exhibit in my house next time. Haha. I'm insane.

This one has cute round hair and nice green eyes.

This one if I remembered correctly was called Artic Victoria or something like that. I love the dolls with bangs. They look so much cuter. Haha.

This princess looking one is Feroz's favourite one. She looks so dainty to me. I like too. See what I mean. I like all of them. Haha.

Little lost girl is cute too. Haha. I like her beanie.

This is my second favourite! Haha. Although she looks kinda homeless. But look at those hazel eyes and adorable hair. ADORABLE. How can you not love these dolls.

I like this one because she looks like she's from Gossip Girl. YEAH. Favourite show of all time.

Ok I think this one looks like an Ah Ma but I just wanna show you all her lovely green dress. I looks like icing on a wedding cake.

Now can you see why I'm crazy over these dolls. They are so nice. Feroz's toy collecting hobby is rubbing off me. All I wan now is a Blythe doll. Haha.

They also had some sort of competition whereby people dress up to look like various characters from movies or cartoons. The funny thing was someone dressed as Pac-man won. Haha. Anyway there were lots of Star Wars and Halo characters but I'm gonna post this one of Freddy Krueger from A Nightmare on Elm Street because the girl is damn hot. Haha. She looks like Rui-En. Think she's a model because she poses very nicely hence a gazillion people were around her taking photos of her. Plus she's pretty. She's suppose to look scary here so maybe not so pretty. Haha.

Ok so that rounds up my trip to the toy convention. Overall it just makes me have a crazy obsession with Blythe dolls now. *Hums Mariah Carey's Obsessed Song* Haha. And Feroz has new additions to his toy collection. Yay. The Saw doll he bought is really scary. I'll freak out if I had it in my room.

In town with no agenda at all yesterday. Haha. Some photos of me out of the many many many others Feroz took. Really alot and I am now too tired to upload like all. Crazy. Haha.

As I got ready to leave the house.

As you can see I'm tying my hair. Haha.

Presenting to you all this awesome new place at Orchard Central. That mall is like the most boring place ever but it has fantastic food outlets. So I'll go back there for the restaurant that's located on the rooftop but there's absolutely nothing to do there. Ok so there's a fabulous tart place there called.....

TAAAADAAAAA!

Fruit Paradise serves like a variety of fruit tarts and like other Japanese food but I din even look at the menu because I was too absorbed with the tarts. whoohoo. TARTS.

Delicious Chocolate Banana Tart. It tastes like heaven. And if you dine-in they serve it on this beautifully decorated plate. NICE.

Girls we shall go together one day k. It's a real nice place to hang out and have a nice chat with friends.

And Feroz always manages to get the most greedy shot of me polishing off the tart. Haha. You must be thinking we damn cheapskate order one tart but we were so full and I still insisted on eating the tart. Haha.

YUMMY!

Ok I realised I went to the toy convention with Feroz as well as yesterday and the photos are all of ME! HAHA. So I shall include a nice new most recent photo of us.

Ok that's all. Damn tired uploading photos and blogging. Shall go nap now.

Monday, August 17, 2009

just woke up from a fabulous afternoon nap. the good life. haha.

i thought that i dreamt that hakim called me to eat dinner but he really did call me. HAHA. and i was so sleepy i just brushed him off and said i was tired, wanna sleep.

anyway had a totally relaxing day at home. had bundles of fun with my dear friends yesterday. Frankly, I'm the kind of person that hates socialising to make new friends coz I feel like somehow the friends you make when you were kids seem so much more real and easy. You fall into comfortable old ways with them like they have never left all these years. It's amazing to see that the friends you make years ago are still the same genuine friends you have. New friends don't hurt but i guess it's easier with the old ones. haha.

This is my awesome family at my gong gong's birthday. i think he's still handsome for his old age. haha. the rest of the ppl not in the photo are playing mahjong. classic.

Since I'm being nostalgic and everything now here's an old photo of me and Feroz. He looks oddly adorable here. I shall never describe him adorable ever because it sounds extremely wrong. haha. But I can silently think that he's adorable instead.

There are many things in life that might appear ok. On the surface it's easy. As you can see I like easy. haha. But if you dig deep, it's never ok. But somehow as you grow older you learn that nothing is ever ok. It's just how you deal with it. It may not be the best way. But it works. And everyone is happy.

So everyday, I guess, I try to make everything as easy as possible to deal with.

Like my dear friend Val that likes to dig deep and think. I think that one shouldn't think so deep. It destroys so many things you have right now because by choosing the easier way out, you can divert all the disasters ahead. But Val has more foresight den me since she's a deep-thinker. Hence being able to avert the disaster but that's not the point now. haha.

I am thankful for my friends for never being judgemental and being there for me, and for my family for just being around and giving me a wonderful childhood. And I am thankful for meeting Feroz because I'm lucky to have met him as he stands by me and loves me for the person I am. And I love him.

That's my nostalgic and thought-provoking post.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

hi all. instead of relaxing on the long weekend. i managed to be insanely busy and went to town all 3 days.

anyway just saw ikea catalogue and it's time to go get some household items again. haha. this reminds me of my beautiful mirror which is still all wrapped up because i dunno where to put it. haha. i bought it like a year ago. useless things i always buy.

back to busy long weekend. sat went out late with my friends and we played guitar heroes at cine. day no.1 in town. this version is more awesome you can kill your opponent. dj was a master killer. haha. i think we waste alot of money playing bishi bashi and guys suck at it. haha.

sunday national day and my parents as usual fussed over my brother. sick boy going ndp. haha. the moment i woke up my parents were like excited and hurried me to the metro expo sale. haha. my parents favourite. expo sales. bought alot of things. ok sunday was like shopping spree day. bought alot of stuff. plus alot of food. after expo sale we headed down to ion coz my dad says he needs to be up to date and check out new malls. and he wans to drink coffee. there were a shitload of ppl its like the whole of spore decided to be there. so obviously no coffee as there was no space to sit. haha. bought more things at ion. HAHA. told you shopping day. we also ate and ate and ate. i was totally exhausted when i got home. haha. in between that my mother trying to pyscho my dad to buy her an aquaracer. it's damn nice. he refuses to buy me one and says maybe you can buy when you save your money since you work. my dad has no money concept its freaking 5000 dollars i can only save that when i start working like 2 -3 years later. haha.

when also reminds me feroz bought a nice new tag heur watch. DAMN HIM.

so unfair rite. women's watches are like damn expensive and cost a bomb because that have diamonds in almost all the watches. whereas men have watches like that which are diamond-free therefore, cheaper and also damn nice.

hence on monday i was at ion again to go to tag heur. haha.

you ppl who love lingerie shld check out skyla at ion. the service is awesome and the bras are damn nice. i spent a bomb there. i think it's just me i buy bras like no tmr. my drawer is exploding. haha. i think buying lingerie is therapeutic. i bought so many things in that shop they gave me a t-shirt. either that or they give it to everyone. haha. and i dunno whether that shop is like asian or something because im tiny so sometimes are cant fit 32 or 70 or whatever is the smallest. but that shop has very small waist sizes. i dunno what sizes are those called. haha. so the bra fits very well. haha. so happy im gonna go again.

anyway g.i joe is really good. go catch it everyone. the action scenes are non-stop. channing tatum is so hot. and i just read that he used to be a stripper. haha. anyway i have no idea who the evil girl in the show is but she is super hot too. the show is full of hot ppl.

and this snakes eyes dude is so cool. he doesn't talk throughout the whole movie. i love silent guys. haha.

ok really really long entry. that's all folks.

Friday, August 07, 2009

hello everybody. my blog just has lots and lots of words now. because i seriously cannot figure out why i cant upload photos. melly if you're free help me. haha. you have my password and everything.

now that im done with work. have more time to do things that i needed to do. like cut my heavy head of hair. it was taking over me and had a life of its own. i cut lots of hair i feel so light. maybe it's a good delusional way to lose weight. cut hair, feel lighter. haha. but i would love to curl my hair again. but it just seems so lame when i dun even work much now. it looked good when i worked. haha. no need to look so good for school. haha.

i also bought a new wallet. everybody say AWESOME. i love buying things. haha.

i look forward to more spending days ahead. and also hope and hope that rachel lian comes back with lovely haviannas which she forgot to pack the last time. WAD ONLY. haha.

mental note:must slow down and make money last longer.

anyway enough about spending. spending is bad. oh and i saw a beautiful pair of nine west heels which might just lead me to starvation if buy it. OK NO MORE SHOPPING TALK.

im going to do sth cost-saving instead. like go to the library to borrow books. HAHA.

amazingly i manage to upload photos with internet explorer. haha. ain't that fantabulous. whoohoo.

anyway i love this awesome natural photo of me. i swear there was no posing and i din even noe when or who took it. haha. awesome rite. it's called genuine joy. loves.

anyway hakim called me at work and told me how he failed his driving. haha. he is upset and i think he must have offended the driving instructor in his past life or something. haha.

anyway this is the only photo of my new waller i can find online. i told myself i would buy a kate spade wallet this time but i found this! and i bought it. coach again. haha. but it's big and i loves YAY to new things. so i shall buy a kate spade bag instead. kate spade stuff are colourful and nice. haha. random.

this is totally random too but i just saw the lead singer from gymclass heroes on TV and don't you think he's just damn fug. he looks like a creature.

anyway im happy that i get to post my "genuine joy" photo. although i look kinda greasy. haha.