Tuesday, August 29, 2006
i started crying on e bus juz now. i dunno y. a sudden outburst. i needed to cry. im crying now as i type. fuck. i feel so emo.
y do things have to turn out this way. u dun fucking bother do u. u never do. y do i feel u dun care. u always say im e one thinking too much. wad abt u not even thinking. u dun care do u. u dun. i feel so freaking sad. i think i lost u. i realli think i did this time.
y did u tell me u love me. when all i feel now is everything but love. im in a confused mess. i dun noe wad's happening. i dun noe u. i realli dun. i tried so hard to understand. but e simple fact that u dun bother juz bothers me.
i love u. i still do. n i dun even think u will see this coz u juz dun care.
