Friday, July 13, 2007
my day started out perfectly fine but now it's really bad. in fact i even had fun with sam. we lunched together blah blah blah.
BUT i cant post no pictures because my fucking comp is so screwed that now it cant even upload pictures from my phone so im gonna have boring picture-less entries in e near future so dun read my fucking blog unless u wan to read abt dumb stuff like y am i pissed off now.
1. screwed up comp
2. screwed up relationship
3. screwed up me
i tried. so many times i tried to be nice, understanding, sweet that some days i feel like being a fucking bitch who is bloody unreasonable, unwilling and demanding. well, most days im nice to u but im rather annoyed with indifferent attitudes. we have repeated arguments abt e same old rubbish n some how it always seem to start from me. ya so apparently im not as nice, understanding, sweet as im suppose to be. im not fucking nice, understanding, sweet all e time. i get pissed off and even though i am i pretend im not sometimes coz i dun wan to appear unreasonable, unwilling and demanding. i wonder how much tears have i shed for this 1 person. just 1. coz im such a baby i cry when i am unable to put across e massage, unable to express my anger, unable to work things out, unable to explain myself....and e list goes on. appears, that im not very strong am i?
we are not the perfect couple we appear to be.
i dunno wad to do. dun advice me. dun.
this has got to do with friday e 13th.
