Monday, September 06, 2010
2 more weeks still school begins so I' m gonna enjoy the next 2 weeks not doing anything mentally strenuous. And prepare my brain for my last year in university before I join the "working class". Makes me shudder just thinking abt it. I love the combination of school and work. Not loving the combination of work. And more work. BORING.
It makes me quite sad thinking abt having to go to a 9-5 job everyday for possibly the rest of my freaking life. But let's hope that after I work for let's say 5 years or so I have gathered enough money as well as inspiration to do something I love as a career:) I am one of those ppl that never really gave much thought abt the future. The furthest I usually go is prob a year. But since I'm all grown up now. I suppose I need to think of the future in like 10 years. Which sounds horrifically far away to me.
I mean ppl always say they know what they want in future. Like they wanna be a hotshot lawyer. Or they wanna have a stable of kids. Or they wanna give back to society. But when exactly does that happen? It all seems so far away. Don't get me wrong I wanna be successful with a happy family too. I want it to happen. But I guess you just know when it's coming.
For now, I just enjoy being the carefree person I am. With no real-world worries yet. And being the child of the family instead of being a mother. Omg being a mother sounds positively frightening. I hope I dun suddenly go nuts and want kids like when I'm still in my early 20s.
xoxo
